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2012-01-12T04:09:00.002+08:00

I cant sleep again! mainly cause i've slept too much yesterday.. from morning to afternoon..

and i've thought about lots of stuffs again.. always when I cant sleep.

i've wasted this whole week!
negleted my studies, especially because there is a test this friday (so fast), & also negleted my family, especially my ah ye..
school life, homework, test, korean, and work seems to be taking so much of my time this week that I dunno if I can survive the next 13 weeks with even more homework, test, tutorials, and all or not.

then again, I am very grateful for lots of things
somehow, suddenly grateful to my ssb2216 group. we are such a random bunch of people, coincidentally sitting at the front row of the class. and we just decided to form a project group. I have no idea if this is going to happen in my future bsp1005 managerial econs class or acc1002x accountings class or not, thus I'm grateful. have not been contacting them and didnt even send them christmas or new year greetings, still, i'm suddenly silently appreciating them. this kind of fate dunno will happen again or not.

hope all goes well this sem. and not like last sem and this week when I nearly wasted ALL the time I could have, not studying and negleting my family.

can finally rest in peace! goodnight!

2012-01-11T01:22:00.002+08:00

went to check up some stuffs on the internet, about FARTS! hahaha!
was wondering how come i fart so much smelly gas at night whenever i eat a korean meal for lunch. for a few times le.
guess i've found a reason. because our body needs to get use to the unprocessed food we eat when our diet consist of processed food. so more bacteria is produced to break down the food that we dont normally eat.
ok.. that leads me to another question.. but i've eaten v few processed food ah.. homecooked food = processed food? very healthy leh..
no answer to that yet, mainly cause i'm too lazy to find..

anyway.. this week is the start of school and start of work!
first day of school, monday! attend 3 lectures straight for me to decide which maths module i should drop. in the end, dropped Algebra 2.. got scared by the prof.. he said he had tried to pass my students, and those students really worked v hard.. but he is still not able to cause their results are that bad.. maybe it may just occur to me too.. dun wanna risk it! it's not a compulsory compulsory module anyway..

i'm just ranting in a longer fashion compared to the ranting on fb and twitter and whatsapp chat =P
after school, home, dinner, work.. first day of school, first day of work for the year.. because of all sorts of public holidays on monday, mps (meet the people session) is not held.. so those many many cases mostly all come in this monday! omg! see the number of cases, faint! and i have to sway sway sit at the printer station.. work till 2am
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woke up at 6am today.. rush for accounting lecture.. dunno whether it will be fun or not.. my fav uni prof chan's lecturer after lunch! he recognises a lot of us in the previous modules that he taught.. signaled to leeyan (friend), in the end prof chan thought i was signalling to him.. so paiseh! home.. dinner.. korean class!

this sem is going to be super packed for me.
still grateful to have modules/lecturer that i like/can be useful to me..
and the korean class has got a good teacher.

cant stand myself still farting the smelly gas!

2012-01-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

it's a new year!
everyone is enjoying themselves like siao right?

haha!
to elicia, it's just another day.
done many many many bad things today than any other normal days. ok, not exactly things.. they are just lots and lots of rejections to things and people. i'm so sorry.
rejected going to em-po's 49 days death memorial (why is it on the first day of the day?)
rejected smirk/clara to send her off.. *feels bad* she cherish friends lots man.
rejected mummy to see grandpa at hospital 37, 12 (why hospital today?)
just blame myself for being so lazy......

so should a resolution be "accept whatever things that happened in your way"?
but i really doubt i can do it =PP try k try

things that happened the past year.
quite a lot i guess.
first time i went korea, to see snsd somemore.
scream like siao for them(SNSD) for the first time.
first time go overseas without a saxophone (and i miss it).
first time went to two countries in a year.
first time have so many new friends that are not school related.
first time get so many Cs on my result slip.
first time because of result, got insomnia.
first time breaking the 2 in age. guess it's because i'm 20 that there is so many first times i guess.
first time ever stayed outside till morning.
first time being a pai kia. (my own sense of pai kia)
too many first time le. but ~~this~~ that year, 2011, is over.
it's a bad?/good? year. please dont let this year be worst, though it's 2012.

as i've said on fb "my one and only new year's wish is for all people, especially the elders, to be healthy and happy" this is utmost sincere.
while this is a wish, i shall have many goals then.
live happily! i think there are many, but it all just leads to this one ehh..
kk, by studying as hard as i could (i really have to bah.. thought just thinking to just try)
by not rejecting things too much? (cause these things happen for a reason, i guess)
~~let go off the past~~ and live in the moment? (like dog whisperer~ we are born this way anyway) the past are memories to be cherished.
be true to myself.
appreciate things more.
(i'm lazy alrdy... =PP tartar anneong byebye zaijian sayonara!)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2011-12-24T02:35:00.002+08:00

there it goes again.. my mind is starting to run wild! it's filled with thoughts.
what do I want to do after I graduate? what do I want to do or learn during my undergrad life?
I want to travel overseas to learn more and play more? but sure, I do not have the money. nor my parents.
to play the saxophone? I need money again.. and it isnt just money if I choose this path.. I have no idea if I can commit into it? will I be playing it for the rest of my life consistently?
wanna get a permanent job after graduation.. but is it possible with such a slack life? no cca, results no good. what can I do?
I've reached my goal of entering uni, learning maths. do I really want to be a teacher? if I am going to be one, I fear that I may ruin the student's life. is it worth?
which path? which path?
it's my life. there may be feedbacks, there may be discussions, there may be recommendation. but there is only one choice at a time. and this one choice takes so freaking long to be decided and then it will take another long period of time to achieve it. without even knowing whether it is the right one or not.
arghh! such thoughts. always before sleeping.. always makes people cannot sleep!

what do I do with my idiotic, complicated life??????????

2011-12-20T16:03:00.002+08:00

as expected, my results is not good this sem and I shouldn't feel too sad about it anyway.. 2 papers are taken with a mentality that I am not going to score anyway. got C+ for them..
the english paper is one of them.. taken in a rush so that I can go to um婆's funeral.. the other paper is maths, which is taken a day after my bday, mama day, the most sway day ever.. nothing to say, and cause I didnt do one full question.. it's that hard..

from 3.5 to 3.39 to 3.18 or 3.23
3.18 or 3.23?? is my results going to be worst??
my life isn't going to end just because of my lousy result..
it's whether I did learn anything in life, or in this sem or not.. but I have to admit, i'm not a good person this sem a well..

I hope for a better next sem AGAIN........

2011-12-19T02:48:00.002+08:00

I realized that I have a lot of thoughts at night when I have nothing to do our when I used too much time to bathe..
these thoughts are random.. and it's like I feel like writing them down and also dunn feel like writing them down..
it's complicated.. normal girls have dairies but I do not like to own one.. i'm not a normal girl anyway..

to prove that these thoughts are really random thoughts, i've forgot about them after writing the above chunk....

forcing one out..
elicia realized something about her life..
she is a very fortunate girl.. she was brought up in the chua family.. with parents and grandparents being so very good to her..
she is able to go overseas unlike her brothers who hve never go overseas before, I am serious.
and she knows just the right people, very luckily, who knows many many many good and right people.. people with many many connections that she only realized and appreciate it now.. dunno whether to make good use of it or not.. or she should just, like the people she knows, get many connections.. it's hard. mainly because elicia is lazy...

let time do it's job. let the thinking be done quietly. and she should and needs to jote these thoughts down.
maybe these give her meaning in life...

and now I think that the above thoughts are rubbish now.. human minds are complicated.. elicia's one especially. super random..

2011-10-16T08:00:00.005+08:00

omg! I dreamt about snsd again. it took me some time after I've woken up to realise I dreamt about them. I was sitting with Martin and bel was sitting with zheng hui. :P
anyway, I dreamt that snsd concert was damn full at first, then dunno because of wad reason, the concert hall became super empty. but snsd continued to perform. less songs overall, more new songs, less interaction. because there were v little pple, I just kept moving about to find the best seats to receive lots of fan service. cant go down to the standing pit. and always cannot soshi directly from the middle. only received one cold harry stare from Jessica.

after the concert, or maybe in the middle of the concert, me and brighton left the concert hall. then I suddenly saw soshi. talked with mostly sooyoung again, this time in English. talked with hyoyeon in Chinese and English also. this time I've met yoona. talked with her, but halfway, a phonecall came and she has to go back in the concert hall, but from the super front door. it was a call to fetch her mum out of the concert hall. we went down the stair. saw felicia chen feng ling, taking pictures with a few of the soshi. they look so pretty tgt. small face maybe.

all nine left the concert hall. then we crossed the road tgt! somehow, a small boy fell, then Jessica ran back, not caring about the red light for pedestrian crossing. she cannot find the boy or anything, but was surrounded by lots of fans. but we all went to eat at a restaurant. dun rmb talking with the soshi. rmb wanting to ask for autograph, and when I want to and going to ask them, they all suddenly disappeared.

end.

this is so untrue!!! ALL info are wrong. but it was fun! and maybe it proves that my bias is sooyoung, then hyoyeon then yoona the Jessica. or maybe Jessica came before yoona. yoona quite dao me :( :P

2011-09-25T01:10:00.005+08:00

random: i m not afraid to let the whole world knows what i am doing now
when people get so busy is stress out about so many things, there ought to be a place to release those stress. and it is through what we, singaporeans, have been taught the most, by complaining..
and since i cant complain such a whole chunk on fb or twitter, if not i'll be known for spamming, i shall do it here!

let's start with a RAWRRRRRRR!!!!

screamed and laughed so heartily today or maybe it's called yesterday. totally did nothing besides watching tv and playing games.
gaming makes people concentrate more than studying man!

and i hate school works.
gek.. modern english grammer. homework. on computer.
2213.. matlab computerised projects. that's why i hate the computer.. it's not only a distraction but worst of all, it means "MUST DO HOMEWORK" sian much!!
econs is a headache nowadays.. must use computer to do graded assignment and read the itextbook.

midterms is next week, yet, not so early.
midtermS next week is on FRIDAY! have to stress until then man!
and so many homeworks to accomplish!

lectures, are you trying to make our brains as damaged as urs??????
ARGH!!!

i've finished complaining.................

2011-09-23T00:23:00.003+08:00

stupid hormones making my emotions change so drastically!
one moment so motivated to study, one moment dun feel like study, thinking that "i study for wad?"
actually knowing the answer right inside the heart. for myself. but still, for wad??

my grandparents have been living for such a long time, and here i am, wanting the world to faster end. alrdy ready to die.

not a good feeling to feel the feeling of giving up. you know wad i'm feeling?
see the drastic change of emotions? a moment swallowing my own heartache, and another moment, so lame..

even a friend who failed is not giving up, while here i am in the process of giving up. weak-willed.

self motivation: JIA YOU YOU PIECE Of ShIT!!!!!!

2011-08-22T01:59:00.002+08:00

gosh! i feel so stupid and slack all of a sudden! dunno how to do tutorials, can understand the lecture notes but always scared that I'm not able to come out with a solution of the question. is it because of my lost of confidence or cause I'm getting more stupid. after all I haven't been working out my brain for quite some time.

haiz.. gotta buck up!
wad's the reason for doing maths? to exercise the brain, find solution to the answer?
In elicia's dictionary there always will be a definite answer for a question, but some how, as the work gets tougher, there is only proves proves proves. proof so much for wad? no answer can be found from proving.. that's what I think. and I often cannot proof using the right proof!
I'm going to poooof soon..

gotta sleep for later.. proving lesson :(((((

2011-08-05T10:24:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i've came here. miss and not miss this place.
ever since there's twitter and facebook, not many people blog that often anymore.
stopped blog-hopping altogether.

so, this friend of mine, named elicia went to korea specially for SNSD! since it's also a tour, she just have to experience korea! mainly, the trip is about eating, sleeping, stoning, shopping, worrying about having not bringing enough money (shucks! if not can buy more stuffs), SNSD CONCERT, taking photos and packing.

with people growing up and becoming more affluent, this girl took a better camera there, and hence took more pictures than the previous trips she went. however, the camera isnt hers. she'll buy better ones next time for the other trips.

and for the next time to korea, she wants to take zhiwei and leekeat along, to see superjunior or SNSD or her new-realisation, CNBLUE, or just go MUSICBANK la~ want to shop till we drop, walk till midnight, talk till daybreak, sleep 2 hours a day. and do just everything we can!

random thoughts: i miss my dear friend! =( are you alright? wish you were with me to experience the happiness. want to experience the genting trip again, where all of us are together.
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random thoughts again: about school? should elicia just take 6 modules this time? haha! she's always thinking of this question. accounting is so hard to get! she's try for this last time? if not, it's next semester le. want to take accounting with gladys!

2011-05-23T19:21:00.002+08:00

whenever there are days which makes me happy, it will always end will something that make me angry or sad. implies i cant get happy cause i dont like to be sad or angry??

what the "oh-so-great" daddy have taught: 拿了东西就应该自己放回去。 but he ORDERED me take back the thing for him! cant he just ask politely? dont do, get scolded. i get scolded for what he should but didnt do.
what he said when i didnt do.. "i bought the guitar you want but i ask you to do things, you dont want" wad's this? using the guitar you bought to threaten me. i am soooo going to return you ALL the money!!

and i accidentally pierced my finger using a pen. to make a dot tattoo on myself. cant remove. it'll just be my reminder of not owing anybody anything from today onwards, or else i wouldnt know when they'll use the excuse of me owing something to order me to do another thing. it's not the first time alrdy. i've seriously learnt my lesson.

2011-04-23T20:50:00.001+08:00

怀念

有些怀念是遗憾堆积而成的
在内心深处徘徊不去
怀念是天上赐给我们最好的礼物
如果你拥有值得怀念的人事物
请以当初相爱时的心情来怀念吧
勇敢的面对自己的感觉
千万。。千万不要太过伤悲
曾经爱过就是人生最大的喜悦
所以你怎会有伤悲的理由

2011-03-20T14:48:00.003+08:00

nearly a month since i've blogged.
haven't been studying much despite having many heavy modules. and havent been playing much too.. something is wrong with me. bleh! linear algebra II!

but somehow, as i didnt apply for teaching scholarship after getting back the As, which is normally can get one, i need to have better grades than those who get the scholarship right? cannot lose to them! hmph!! hahaha!

have to start revising le!

random1: those people ho normally blog, since visiting jh's grave, they didnt.
random2: walking is fun!!

when i didnt blog: visit jh, watch movie w keat and zw, go keat's house continue watching movie, go home, moody (everytime good things happen, bad things come next), project meeting, shopping w keat & zw, project presentation, walk! =P

zuma blitz! then study linear algebra!! yucks!!

2011-02-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

so sian to study! but sian, no time to study as well!
finally started studying today. but forgot all about having make up tuition with my kid =P
so next week got two tuition lessons and THREE mid terms!
ARGH!! all because of slacking on mon and tues and doing the mkt project on wed. cannot even study. =((

random thought: realised that it rained whenever i have to wake up from a nap to meet someone.
but i ignored the hint from the sky today and forgot to go tuition =((

shall continue muah probability!! today must finish the whole 3 chapters and 4 tutorials!!

2011-02-16T02:29:00.002+08:00

Rayan! he's my favourite boy as of now. (though his photo is blur =P)
so smart leh he. knows how to write all the numbers and letters alrdy when he is only less than 4 years old. he's grown quite a lot! heavy boy~

hectic hectic days working at i.t.c, m.p.s, doing projects, group projects, revision. and WORRYING ABOUT MY STUPID LOST WALLET! =((((

ssb project group is soooo fun, funny!! interesting, different types of people.

mkting project group. vomit blood! like machiam never do anything de. professional kite fliers. group presentation is only 2 weeks away but we have got nothing done. make people so pek chek. schedule interview today when we havent even started preparing for the interview questions. BEST!

still got mkting tutorial havent prepared. seriously doesnt want to have bad grades for mkting =(( haiz...

jia you bah!! i'm sooo tired. ~~tmr~~ today/later then continue.

2011-02-14T00:52:00.002+08:00

it's the forth week alrdy =(
happie birthday my dear~! i miss you!

it's valentine's day today! hope everybody have fun receiving gifts =P
elicia is too poor to give any away this valentines', unless you want chinese new year goodies =PP

work yesterday and today, later at night! for the whole night! =((
allllll my tutorials not done~!!!!! go tutorial copy solutions as usual le~
hate/like school =)=(

2011-01-25T01:32:00.003+08:00

a'tif

jaryl bao bei!

so cute! wonder when will i see them again. will they grow up to be good boys?

2011-01-23T20:47:00.002+08:00

This time, I'm just like her, crying silently in the bathroom, complaining about our lifes. A bathroom is a great place to reflect about everything that you can think of by your own. Where nobody can listen to you, nobody would know wad you are doing besides bathing.

Just went to her house, the house which none of her friends even been into until she's not with us. Found out more things about her illness. Found out that she has told her jc friend to keep her comic books, to not let her family members throw them away. It just occur to me that jia hui has treasured those comic books she has bought since sec school so much. She treasures our happy, carefree lifes in the days, where we can just play and play and play, rake neoprints tgt and keep going out.

I really really especially miss her today. :(
Why can't she continue to stay by our side??
Feels so bad having someone whom we can never meet again and talk to.

I miss you!!

2011-01-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

getting heartbroken again.

yup, i've accepted the lost of my best sec school friend, toh jia hui. regret for not being able to be there when she's in so much pain and not being able to meet her just one last time. but now, i can't believe she is just not with us anymore.

every day, a different feeling.

since sec 2, she has been coming to my house to do projects till late at night. staying overnight to do the green tea project. helping each other out in one another's in jc. coming over to do bookmarks for the meiden people. celebrate birthday, etc. she meant so much. just like a second daughter in the house. havent even celebrate her 20th birthday on 14th feb, valentine's day, she's not with us anymore.
it just dun feel like valentine's without her.

and right after i received jia hui's news, teacher nur's husband, the loud, friendly, sneaky father, loving husband also passed away just two days after jia hui. when i thought i can see the kids happy faces before going to school.

nur's words keep repeating, "i just cant believe it".
now, i cant believe it either.
hope everything goes fine from now on.
i'll miss the two of them.

2011-01-18T01:26:00.003+08:00

i'm ok now. it's fast. but doesnt mean i dont get hurt.
really am ok. i just wish everybody else, her friends, will be ok after knowing that.

take the news. cope it. live with it. regret it for a while. the world still spins with her in our hearts. and we'll see her again. maybe as a form of a newborn baby.

maybe like one of them. happy, innocent, ignorant.

yuhui and marcus. cute, smart, sensitive, caring, bro-sis-like.

2011-01-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

i seriously dunno wad to do man.
nobody's is giving me any suggestions and i'm just gonna continue blaming myself for not being able to see her one last time. she would talk to me about her problems. and once we talk, although we didnt talk for months, we would just keep talking like we have seen each other every day. knowing each other inside out cause we have been pouring out our feelings to one another each time we talked. knowing all her pains though i cannot experience it myself.

she's the first, but definitely not the last. everybody needs to go through this process.

i want to give up knowing all the info, but i dun think i can.
father's been through this, but he isnt telling me wad to do.

i need to cry! to recall everything. i know wad to do for me to overcome this. but i dunno wad to do-for her now.

2011-01-17T18:57:00.003+08:00

manual raj and priya.

a picture of a kid a day keeps all bad feelings away.
here's a picture of two "I"s kissing! i'm not racist! bleh!
indian kids are v smart. maybe cause the language is hard to speak, not to say write. that's why they are good in languages??

though there's only one lesson today, i feel soooo tired! perhaps is because i see my mother, i feel stressed! seriously, i feel so .. RAWR! speaking more than 10 short sentences to her. those questions, those sentences that she says really should really go through some processing before coming out of her mouth. i feel so stupid answering her that ARGH! i'll just keep my mouth shut and ignore her.

ok. i need another picture *excuses* to relieve this ARGHness!

this is je'an (pronounced as jay en) with jia min behind. in case i forgot jia min's name.

gotta go through lecture notes later after dinner~

2011-01-16T17:39:00.005+08:00

aelina, ariana, alana. aniq, abassy, arron roger. so many As'. it takes near one full day for me to recall the name of alana who is in my phone -wallpaper.. =PP

she's the alana.

although i dun think i can put her pic on this blog without parental consent, but i think i will forget her in time to come. she's such a cute, out-going, sensitive, and smart girl!! =DD

feel like putting more kids photos!

hmm.. finished my goal for the week! -- running man and tutorial balloting! =PP
didn't make a goal for revising the lecture, but i shall do that at night. when the elders watch 爱!
okay, there's nothing much to do on the net except blog hopping and cafeworld at night. tar tar.

i see this again!
okay, it's really time for studying soon!

2011-01-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

new sem, new hair, new notes, new clothes, new everything! haha!!

school sux! hahah! first lecture is sooo boring! and i think this sem is going to be crazy~~~ biz mods are hard~! think is just sway sway get the hardest mods to learn. of all, marketing! ...

after today's only lecture, jap lunch, went to cut hair.
msged father to let walton dye hair. he say cannot. then asked "wad about me". he also say no. bleh! "i'm just asking, dun wanna dye anyway~"
walton, wien get back results. boastful much! also not that good wanna boast. two of a kind~
after walk walk, these two bros of mine. new perspective.

cafe world and study the tupid lect notes later. =((

2011-01-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

3rd jan ~~2010~~ 2011
universal studio!
it's a wee wee monday!
first time going there and being able to ride ALL the rides without much hassle to queue is jjang!! free express!! haha! =P
took the canopy thingy, mummy thingy, dragon thingy and the jurassic wet ride thingy twice!!! the others just one =)
gotten wet on the first jurassic park water ride, and then when it rained, four of us were drenched! mummy ride was fun too!! 2 free falls! but haiz, the free fall too short =(
everything was fun!

while sitting in the car and resting in front of the computer, i can still feel the roller coaster "blood" moving through the body. hahah!
pics are still with cousin! must be glam then can post and tag~ haha!

wanna go to more amusement parks now~
genting checked! disneyland japan checked! downtown east checked! universal studio sg checked! hehehe!! more more more!!

successfully bidded for wad i want too! i'm going to spend EVERY SINGLE DAY of this sem, monday to friday, with KAIRU!! hope we survive! hehe!

wanna cut hair and go back to pcf tmr!! tmr got tuition too~
wanting to cut hair ever since monday but haiz..

2011-01-03T00:53:00.002+08:00

haha! they (snsd) are good~ this time i see it with my own eyes.

in 8 hours' time i'll be at vivo going to resort world~ hehe!
have to wake up early to go there and take ALL the thrilling rides!!!
dun have the roller coaster =( nvm, since rumor says that the roller coaster ride is because one of the seats dropped from the sky.

woohoo!!! goona enjoy myself tmr!
wearing the same shorts as wad i wear on the zoo trip and many many many more trips.. hehe! that's my only "dun seemed to be oversized" shorts. =P
not going to wear shorts to school anyway~ bleh!

2011-01-02T01:26:00.002+08:00

happy new year!
forgot to wish zhi wei's sis happie birthday =P

wish that this year wouldnt be as boring as the last year. uni life and slacking is really boring.

resort world tmr! on the 3rd =DDD express man express! dun need to queue at all!! muhahahha!!

post zoo was tiring! uploaded the pictures. there are now many many kpop night pics, animal pics and martin pics in my camera! need to do some sorting. kpop night pics are not clear at all =.=

need to cut hair for a new life man~

2011-01-01T03:53:00.002+08:00

new year!
it's still going to be the same since there isnt going to be much happening going to school every day and all the bidding stuffs.

gonna stay at home and busy getting angry because BOTH my brothers wear my washed socks without any permission and they are just going to stretch them, dirty them, make them smelly, BUT NO WASH THEM. wad a great start to new year.
even snsd cant make up of it. once i hear walton chua's voice it's just "wad e crap, u better wash my socks" and getting more and more irritated when watching snsd perform.

wadever. go die. life isnt that great now.

2010-12-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

a 3.5 for a CAP out of 5
it's not bad considering that i'm in a maths course with super lots of china people and smart maths students

didnt subscribe the sms thingy.. so no choice but to go online at check.. 230 pm.. who'll check so late you tell me..

LSM1302.. genes and society.. B+
MA1100.. fundamentals concept of mathematics.. B-
MA1101R.. linear algebra 1.. B
MA1102R.. calculus.. B
PC1327.. science of music.. B

wah seriously.. someone is v open to her results..
dun care! dun think my parents will know them also~ bleh!!

2010-12-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

hey people!
blog more! as i have absolutely nothing to do now that i've finished harry potter and the goblet of fire!
facebook is getting boring now! tired of all the games!

hmmm.. cors..
hmmm.. bel's in korea.. envious much!
hmmm.. should i get started on the PAP book which daddy bought for 47 bucks? hmmm.. maybe.. or continue with my superfreakonomics..

computer.. you are so useless now! no 談情說案 to watch on the internet..
hmmm.. ok, i rmb there's still running man! dream girls and hello baby by t-ara better be out with subs soon!

boring much!!!!!!

2010-12-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

so freaking boring at home and when there isnt a need to study.
totally wasted the brain cells away......

keep playing and watching video on facebook when we know that next sem is going to be so much more hiong! argh!!! time passes so slowly now =(

sian ah!!!!!

zuma blitz, bejeweled, cafe world, city ville, treasure isle, mafia war. seriously it's the time for "just game".

ok! gotta plan for cors! you know when we keep saying we got to plan, we always dont until the last minute. and when we always remind ourselves that we cannot last minute, we still last minute. hahah! the minds of people like me. lazy bum but dun like to be lazy as well. so contradicting.

2010-12-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

muah legs!!
super tired from all the walking!!

orchard with suwei!
we talked a lot instead of shop! hahaha!! this is wad it meant by 3 years nvr talk to each other! hahaha! walked a lot too!
she bought socks, shirts, food, food, and more food! =P it's true!

elicia only bought food and food! haha! marks and spencer sweets.. hehe! forgot to share! =P shared with bros at least.

8pm at tampines.. thought will meet grace and jing yu! cause THEY say they will be at the Tampines 1 the B1 for forever. tsk! when elicie reached, nobody's there =(( hp no battery, no clock, no nothing except their phone nos. best! tampines dun have phone booth now??
cafe cartel at 9pm for dinner! thought we meeting for dinner sia.. yuan lai is for desserts only.. heng bel and me eat tgt!
super dun like the china waiter there!!!!!! hate those china people in service industry! lousy attitude! including the china bus 95 driver! (ops.. this has become a place for complaining again~)
walking back home is tiring! at least quite short .. with zheng hui and grace!

tired!
cafe world now! after cafe cartel! hahaha!

2010-12-02T15:26:00.002+08:00

so boring! so boring at home!
cough cough cough keep coughing!
sneeze sneeze sneeze the watery stuffs keep coming! ewww!!

just started reading harry potter and the goblet of fire! bought sooo many years ago by muah cousin! (didnt see/touch the others before)
last time read first page, gave up! cause couldnt uds the meaning of derelict, embroidered, and seethed.. hehe.. now at least still can.. of course if you asked me the meaning in vocab section of compre i dun think i can write them but still .. english improved leh!

time to off the com.. so boring now!

hmm.. rewatch boys over flowers?

2010-12-01T15:49:00.003+08:00

it's december alrdy!
one blink of an eye.. time passes from after school started to now..

down with a cough/flu.. wonders who pass to me. wien or zhiwei.. hmmm..

birthday! thank you all for wishing! hahaha!! =DD
got TWO HOOT! albums!
from zhiwei and leekeat! and bel, martin and jing yu! woohoo! thank you! got sooyoung and hyoyeon! hmm zhiwei like hyoyeon so inside got hyo right.. hehe!
THANKYOU!!

hehe! i bought myself a GEE! album too!! at plaza sing the top floor! there got sell many many many other snsd things! SPAZZ!!

one day before, elicia went with zhiwei to watch the 2010 harry potter (elicia didnt watch the 2007 and 2009 ones)
then met with lee keat to go timbre! FOR DINNER! haha! didnt order drinks at all(that's a place for alcohols)
then the three went o plaza sing to walk walk! in there! everywhere was snsd to elicia! hahah! the top floor of ps.. the tv.. the cd shop.. hoot! SPAZZ!! hehe
END! =P elicia's abrupt ending..

family got tgt on the actual day.. minus kukubee =( (cousin doing cip oversea)
objective: to eat the ice cream cake using SPOONS, and to see ye ye! hehe

there will be another for christmas gift exchange!

END! another abrupt one!

2010-11-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

It's exam week next week! Totally wasted yesterday doing nothing? After next week I'm going to be free!! :)))

Just remembered the times when the family goes to ah po ah gong's house for weekend dinner and the three of us would sleep in the car and thought that ah po's house is very far away..

This is like a post of remembering the days.. Just found one paper that is written in sec one.. The grammar is HORRIBLE! The words are ugly too! Wonders how ms ang(the form teacher) reads those stuffs:P

Having headache now!!

Enjoying power napping!!

Ok, fb time!

2010-11-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

no time no time! =((
tmr science in music MCQ and handing in of calculus assignment =((
friday linear algebra lab test =(
saturday handing in of music composition which i HAVENT STARTED! =((

a blog for rumbling =P

2010-11-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

random thoughts which never fail to make me cry

.. i'll run to grandfather's room every single weekend even weekdays and lock the door when my mother beats me. and grandfather would apply medicine to the blue-black/blooded cane marks.
that's why i hate my mother SO much.

.. thinking that grandfather will leave me soon and him talking about leaving this world. how would i survive without him and grandmother who always never fail to shield me??

2010-11-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

someone just told me to update! it's ho ho ho !! =PP
i want zhiwei and lee keat to update too!! and martin! hahah!! life is too boring without blog hopping!
been snsd-ing every single day! SHIT!!

end of year is coming!! ARGH!
and can some one please help me compose a music! so hard to think of one .. =((
maths have been hard and even harder to score .. not like ho ho ho =PP jasmine la~ hehe

random:
i hate the computer!!
contradiction:
i like the computer, cause it tells me about snsd =DD ARGH

topic:
i love maths
contradiction:
i hate maths cause it's so difficult to think and solve for the answers,
not to say score for exams =(

topic:
i like music
contradiction:
i hate music. especially composing and taking exams for it

the topic and contradiction is pure RANDOM!
elicia's a random girl .. loves to jump topics =P

JIA YOU LEEKEAT, ESTHER, JIA HUI, CHELSEA(although i know they may never see this)!!!!
stay healthy!!

2010-10-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

a happy girl today?
more embarrassing bah.. haha!!

just when i wanna say about back being better, it went back to being pain.. tsk!

HOOT is back!!!! watch the mv so many times!
music bank camera man and sound system really sucks..
the girls are good~ they are singing live even during chorus.. heard them thr the TV of course! =DDDD
although i dun like sunny's blond =P paiseh martin

puulll the arrow~~~~~

consider doing tutorial today~

2010-10-24T00:14:00.003+08:00

gosh!!! i dun like the kpop night concert!!!!
cant see a thing from my seat cause the in front person is so freaking tall..
bel and her sis' place can see more lo!
hate the fans who keeps shouting when the members want to say something! hate the people who stand on ON the chair! hate tall people! hate girls who tie their hair to make themselves taller! hate all the people's camera blocking my view of the stage! hate the camera crew who use such lousy cameras to video the members! hate the screaming! including bel's! my ear is still in pain! hate impolite singaporean fans!!!
next time DUN ever go to concerts at EXPO! super not worth it!

lousy camera used, lousy pics taken, lousy audience!

the things that are good.. good arirang news MCs and the concert performers! that's it! =((
waste money!!!!

2010-10-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

3 more days before kpop night! =)
3 more days before passing up music essay! =(
7 more days before passing up bio essay! =(
1 more month before end of year! =(

can buy 4D alrdy =P

life is so stress!!
it's suffocating!

still, JIA YOU!!

2010-09-26T00:06:00.006+08:00

gosh! i slacked the whole day again..
but it's with keat and zhiwei! =DD
went to our lao di fang .. coffee club! this time is at changi airport.. white sands one close liao =(((

talked and walked and take pictures =DD

cause we ate more than 60 bucks of food, we finally can sit on the tallest slide =))
sat there twice even
.
*ice mocha vanila*

*skipper's delight penne*

morning drink kopi, afternoon drink coffee.
lunch-italian, dinner-korean ramen. how nice~ =PP

finally finish katekyo hitman reborn! wad nice show!!!

on-ing the com is such a waste of time, energy, efficiency =((
why would people invent the computer TSK!!!!

such broken english!

watching tv now. gotta FINISH studying MA1100 lecture notes tonight at least!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-25T01:46:00.001+08:00

Be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid only of standing still.

2010-09-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

i've been feeling messy this morning.. the heart is feeling messy =PP
something weird i wrote when i miss the kids too much
"my heart now is like a mesh of one single line. i'm missing you so very much! Rayan, Marcus, Yu Hui, Wyzen, Chloe, Alana, Keiko!"
just nice rena sms-ed to lend her my textbook.. shun bian go see the kids..
tuo until 3 o'clock then reach home.. eat, study till fell asleep =((

maths is hard~
hate assignments! not maths..

going tmr even! it's gonna be fun~ =PPP
guilty guilty guilty guilty dun care dun care dun care dun care

2010-09-20T00:52:00.003+08:00

it's 1252 now.. 19.9.10 is over and that day is bel's birthday! =DD
still, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY BEL!!!
she's got so many snsd presents!~~
yoona's autograpgh poster.. snsd calendar and MORE!!! confirm got more one.. hahaha!!
pastamania, bowling, cup walker, white sands arcade, comics connection, taking pics..

just see the pics bah =PP lazy to type anymore.. =PP

went shop shop with jing yu after everybody left! then go home to eat dinner!! vegetarian dinner jjang!! =DD and play with the stupid dog! =PP

however, all good days come to an end.. =(( after everything, i found out that my quiz answers written on a reciept is being thrown away and i left the photos i bought with jing yu =((
got to do assignment!! to be passed up by end of this month!!!! and recess week to study for mid terms =((

2010-09-15T21:04:00.004+08:00

have to do ~~some~~ a lot of revision cause, i've not been staring into space for nearly all of the lectures =(( and recess week is coming, means mid terms! but i still wanna blog =PP

blog about snsd!!
i actually dreamt of them before i woke up.. wrote the content down even! haha!
how do i start?? my eng is bad!
i think i was in japan, since snsd just ended their promotions there, it seems that i know korean, japanese, english and chinese in the dream.. i sat wit hyoyeon, sooyoung and tiffany.. (why didnt i dream of sitting with yoona and taeyeon? weird.. i thought i like them the most) so in front of me was hyoyeon.. i started conversing with her in jap, since the place is japan, but after a while i realised she can speak chinese, so we started our convo.. then, talked with tiffany in english and sooyoung in jap! hahaha!! guess korean was not my thing in the dream..

cant remember the convo though.. maybe it goes with the line of do you like singapore or japan or something like that =PP

finished talking, i went to put my plates for washing, like in sec, jc and uni.. when i came back all of them were gone =(( ran all around (frantically?) to find them.. of course, i found them, if not it's not a dream! haha!

managed to talked with yoona and yuri! but it's hard.. korean's not my thing =PP all nine went to tour around the place.. in the dream, yoona was skinny! and yuri was tall! when she cant be taller than yoona and me.. =PP (this shows that it's indeed a dream)
although i'd fun talking with them, muah didnt have the camera =(( it's in the bag! pics with them is sooooo rare. come to think of it, without the camera, it wuld be less awkward.. mmm..

so they were told to be late for a press conference.. so all of us ran! taeyeon strain her leg while running.. jessica and sunny were beside her(the short gang =P).. i actually carried taeyeon and talked to jessica.. (it's a dream!)

they made it for the press conference! i found my camera! it's with a friend. took lots of photos and they all were waving to me! =DDD so super duper happy!!

and i came to realise i like hyoyeon, sooyoung and tiffany! they're so fun to be with and talk to =PP anyway, all of them were super nice.. (hehe! didnt even thought of seohyun =PP)

woke up with a smile and off to go for pcf to see my kids anf for lunch!!
auntie cook lotong and rendung (dunno how to spell) and teacher nur cooked prawn!! nice!!! hahah! lots of people gathered for lunch today!! yumZ!!
i'm a happy girl!

but happy girl needs to study!! =((

2010-09-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

say wanna study, never study..
say wanna go pcf, never go (today's teacher's day break)..
say wanna visit ah gong, never go visit..
BEST!
lousy woman you all see here.. hahaha!

now.. really need to prepare for tmr's lecture liao.. got practice session tmr =(( counted in CAP..
and another loner lecture tmr! dun wanna attend the lecture, but being a guai gia how? =((

2010-09-01T01:05:00.002+08:00

tutorials are in a mess since last week.. =(
but at least, finally done with all the tutorials for the week and today(wednesday) no school..

should i go pcf? study? visit grandpa?
hmm.. sleep is more impt! hahah!!
it's only the 4th week and i need revision alrdy! but i miss all the kids smiling to me! =@ how??????????

everybody's mad about the kpop night thingy!
i wanna go because of SNSD!!! crazy alrdy..
and confirm lots of people would want to go =(( how to get tix when we(the still studying people) need to attend all the tiring lectures and tutorials while other more more more enthu people can camp for days and nights for the tix!

2010-08-28T15:13:00.002+08:00

school is........

boring and tiring..
wake up so early to go to school..
mondays and tuesdays are jam packed with tutorials!!

not been updated about snsd stuffs for one week!
NEW jap GENIE MV!
SNSD went JAPAN!(hmm.. can email the meiden people about this =D)
SNSD coming to SINGAPORE during OCTOBER!(which is like after midterms and before end of year!) need someone to buy tix! of course SHINee, f.t island, Big Bang, Infinite and another group is coming.. the number of people who want tix is HUGE!
zhiwei can i trust you? hahaha!! =PP

time to start my tutorials!
4 more hours to collecting "food"~ cafe world and baking life la!
tartar!

2010-08-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

have not been doing tutorials for more than a year alrdy! now, it's so hard to finish one.. sian!

The stupid english of maths module is so disgusting!
How can "if x is a square, then x is greater than or equals to 0" be the same as "x is a square only if x is greater than or equals to 0" and " x is greater than or equals to 0 is necessay for x is a square"!
wad kind of stupid logic is this!

weekends are going to be torturous because of tutorials falling on mondays to wednesdays! and the tutorials have out-of-the-norm questions..
need to buy textbook liao =((

jia you!!! to you and me!!! MUST!!!!
ARGH!!!!

2010-08-11T13:21:00.002+08:00

jasmine tell me to blog so i blogggggg... good girl hor.. hahaha!
wad do you want to know from me??

first day of uni life? it's yesterday! start of the GH**T festival and day after national day.. when some of the lectures nvr post anything on ivle.. =(
SO HUMID yesterday morning!!!
it sucks! hahaha! travelling to and fro is hard~
have to wake up at least 2 hours before lesson and TRAVEL! no seat to sit some more(until raffles place that is).. wad makes it even worse is you have to carry a super heavy laptop bag (not laptop)
a few stops until i sat down going home.. offered a seat to an old man.. in the end, a stupid inconsiderate girl "snatched" it.. the mum told her to sit somemore.. so the stupid one is the mum not her then..

no lecture = no school today..
time to play fb game and STUDY for tmr's lectures.. =((
allkpop too =DD

have fun in uni life!!!
cca-ing?? hmmm

2010-08-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

closed to the outside world~ =PP

have not been going msn, cause i dun have one.. not been replying msgs, if yes just "dunno".. facebook homepage and publishing is down.. not been participating RAG and FLAG cause i just forgotten about it..
HAHAHA!! my life just sucks! =PP

ok.. at least it doesnt, today..
IRIS episode 18 now~ m continuing it from last year.. =PP yes, super lag.. it's just because of the big "A"

today is national day celebration for all pri, sec, pre-schools (dunno if the other schools celebrate.. hehe)
soo, went to help out at pcf again.. chaotic they say, it always is.. =P
nope, no interaction with the fav kids.. was busy attending an abnormal one and a timid one.. =(

SAKURA downtown east afterwards! for lunch.. full like woah!! ate jelly jelly and more jellies =PP bring me eat buffet, waste money one.. hehe
took jellies home from pcf, then eat jellies at buffet. crazy sia..
at home, favourite braised mushroom(xiang gu)!!!

want to make me happy just jellies and xiang gu enough alrdy! hahhaa!!

tmr! siao liao!! national day dinner!
6 people eat one table food.. onetable=10people
but nvm, muah family can eat, not me.. haha!
tummy bursting~ ARGH!!!

2010-08-01T17:07:00.002+08:00

it's sunday alrdy!
tmr 9 am is the start of war again!
"stock market" war! bidding with "money"!
stupid nus! make everyone(in science that is) so stressed up. except for the pharmacy and life science people..

this week is so super tiring eh.. monday (which is tmr duh! =P) still have to go MPS to work while trying to bid! sian! HELP!!!! working in mps is tiring!!!!!!

going nus every day is going to start soon! hope i can make the timetable until every wednesday dun need to go school =DD hmm.. i should ask cousin if i can ton at their house like they did during their poly days at our place.. MORE convenient.. i think..

AND got a new lappy! =DDD
dun want it to be dead in 2 years like the old one.. so.. not going to download msn?.. and going to clear all cache and dunno dunno wad history..
a computer noob here.. hehe! better not take any computer modules in nus if not i'll DIE! hahahah!!

ok .. tar tar!
cafe world is super fast
gonna go watch katekyo hitman reborn!!

2010-07-16T00:32:00.004+08:00

went to TampinesOne today again!!
to meet the so long never meet NORA!! never meet for two years sia!
the RENA also.. met her at cdc so also not so long..
NORA got LOTS of junk inside the pouch! threw many many papers for her! but inside still got A LOT!!
ate at MANPUKU!! same place same food =PP green tea ice cream =DD

while nora is in the toilet (one) taken by me!

while nora is in the toilet (two) by rena
i take nicer right?! hahahahah!! =PP

failed shot one!

failed shot two! rena still laugh until so happy
actually still got LOTS of failed shot.. but heheh! dun want leh =PP

success!!! we put on the fire hose thingy and on timer =PP
our hands are useless! hahahaha!!

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morning went to pcf to meet all the dearests!
and then 12 to 1 open i.t. centre!
then go back pcf again!
buhahaha!! so fun(ny) =PP

have another person to help me play cafe world liao!
that's christabel ho!!
huan1 ying2 zhiwei and keat to help me too =PP
cafe world is seriously so lag for me!!

2010-07-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

yo people!!
i'm back on this blog~ =PP to talk about my boring life..

uhmm.. when did i go for medical checkup??
monday!
with jing yu!!
as yes keat! we did discuss about our PEE!! hahah!!
it's quite a short period of time.. but the mrt rides were long~! =PP
after that was dinner with bel, martin, zheng hui and jing yu!
BAKERZIN! first baking life then this.. hahaha!!
eat till V full!!
saw 王禄江 at T1 at some guy shop, then while going down the escalator, then again at TM! it's just 巧合, we not stalkers
manpuku green tea ice cream with the girls
then "work".. but at "work", ATE again! this time durian!
full like WOAH!! =PP

4 pics of that monday~ =PP

yesterday and today is slacking at home as usual =PP
couldnt wake up to go to pcf.. hehe!! although i misses them..

i've finished nodame cantabile drama!! =DD in just 2 days!
and continued on with my gameboy advance harvest moon! i wanna get married and build the cottage quick!!! chiong ah!!

oh!!
and i drived muah father's car today..
drived through the expressway (ECP) at 80km/h! siao one man!
four lives in the hands of mine! somemore 80km/h is considered SLOW! people, drive so fast for wad?!
car park parking is damn lousy as usual.. it's not the one i learnt.. it reverse in the lots using full lock right and not left! wadever! need to practise more!

2010-07-11T22:12:00.004+08:00

RAWR!!! i am bored and my SNSD photobook cover teared abit!!!
why?!! who?!!!! tsk!!!
nvm.. can fix one bah.. but why so sway?!!!
kukuyi, my eldest cousin, tell me to tell daddy to help me tear out the photobook pages to laminate.. hahah!! that's a great idea.. but abit hard hor.. =PP hahaha!!

bro keeps asking maths questions and he wants to watch soccer finals.. so weird!
he never watches.

TMR IS CHECK UP DAY!! disgusting!!!!! i hate checkups but no choice!
gotta drink more water in order to urine man!
contact jing yu now~

BYE~~
ROTTING IN PROGRESS!!

2010-07-09T20:15:00.003+08:00

i hate screw ups during working! which i did!!! argh!!!
i've charged 50 cents less for a kid, and although he's still there, i dun wanna ask for that money.. rather, i took it from my own.. anyways, i've used a lot of the centre's resources for free.. forget it man! (i dunno, that's why, argh!)-excuses
just dun do it next time, stupid elicia..

bel came for a visit!
she bought yoona hanphone chain from m'sia!! so many yoona!!! =DDDD THANK YOU GIRL!!!
and fb!

working here is sian! yup, just play com, collect money, answer phone..
uhmmmmmm... at home also the same hor =PP
hehe! home got bed mah =PP

ok! just end the post! hahah!! cafe world, baking life, restaurant city, country story! buhhahah!

2010-07-08T01:03:00.005+08:00

i'm back from collecting my PHOTOBOOK and hokkaido fair with BEL!!!
manpuku ice cream too.. that's when we were camwhoring.. ok..maybe just her
hahaha!!!

was talking about shitting with her, then i ended having mild diarrhoea when i get home.. see sway not sway

it's filled with HER pics so...... i also dunno wad i am going to upload yet~

TaeSic! their eyes noses and mouths are so alike, i realise.. not their face shape =P
i'm loyal to yoona and taeyeon and yoonyul =PP (i'm explaining myself, buhahahaha!!)

first photo of the day! (it's her, that's why the whole album is full of her!)
see how BIG the PHOTOBOOK is

me with my first ever SNSD stuff! =DDDDD

she've got a RING w uh hmmm!!

camwhore partner no. 1

before kiss

kiss

after kiss (MUHAHAHHAHAH!!)

sane

insane!

2010-07-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!!! i'm super excited now!!

MUAH SNSD PHOTOBOOK IS HERE IN SINGAPORE!!
going to collect it with bel tmr!!!!

other plans?? before that?? =PP

2010-07-05T19:14:00.006+08:00

Going to work later! haiz.. sianz..... hope today's letters wont be so many.. dun wanna type/edit so much!!!

thursday!!
~~when~~ went PCF to help a bit.. so many helpers there, should not go ah.. hahahah!! no la.. i had fun!
after that went to shop with kukuwen, my cuz.. for uni clothes! aiya.. i so wanna wear uniform sia.. dun have to think so much about wad to wear for school.. sianz!!

friday! slacked at home! i couldnt wake up to go pcf =PP

saturday!
went for national day preview (NDP)
hahaha!! it's boring but fun?? hahaha! =PP
with the drizzle, fake MPs, fake President, camwhore, and martin breaking every part of the clapper! hahaha!!
just look at the pictures bah.. i lazy to type liao.. need to bathe!

fake minister.. wave hand some more.. hahah!

the slim and plastic-ed president.. =PP

2010-06-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

buhahahah!!!
I PASSED!!!! yeah!!
saw Ann there to take the test too!! both of us were so gan jiong.. scared this scared that.. but after that i dunno wad happen to her..
i was the last one taking the test.. waited for 15+ minutes after all the testee went off.. the instructors told me he's the chief after everything..
16 demerit points.. all same mistakes! haha!! =PP nontheless....

today is full of zhuang4 kuang4 man..
nearly cannot find IC, hit curbS during warm up.. leg tremble!!

going to work later~
type and correct letters again...........
gonna bathe soon~
oh ya.. wad about my cafe world food??!!

2010-06-27T21:04:00.003+08:00

so many things to think about..
it's very simple thing for normal people but damn hard for me..

whether to attend colours award ceremony..
whether to go for practice for meiden cum mj concert..

and i'm having cold feet from being anxious about tmr's test..
i wanna pass!! to drive ah ye around, to drive myself to tuition, etc...

2010-06-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

this is called LAUGH NON-STOP man!!!
hahaha!!! damn funny!! =PPPP

2010-06-26T01:26:00.004+08:00

last lesson before test! glad it's fine.. i think =PP
i really wanna pass it! feeling guilty for using dad's money learning and testing..

JING YU'S BIRTHDAY yesterday! (since it's 1.30am alrdy)
she's sick.. cant go work and cant dine out. =((
for 2 years alrdy, her birthday she fall sick.. eat some more fried chicken wings la. =PP

the old jing yu

the nice pic

today's music bank special.. reminded by martin
i know keat and zhiwei must have seen it too..
a bit disappointing though, considering it a special.. but i like chitty chitty bang band and C.N Blue songs~
was wondering wad happened to taeyeon.. she looks sad during "Oh!" maybe she strain her voice from the super high notes?? cheer up! and good job SNSD!! super fan girl now =PP

wad does my eyes say about me??
When people look into your eyes, they see mysteries galore. You're a deep and intellectual person, and others can see that through your sparkling eyes. You're quiet and shy, but once you get to know someone, you become comfortable around them. Your eyes often spark curiosity in others, and it bothers people how they can never tell what you're really thinking. You're hard to read and often hide your true emotions.

buhaha!! i'm hiding my true emotions every single minute of muah life..
loneliness.. =)

2010-06-24T01:19:00.008+08:00

finished You're Beautiful on channel 56!
=PPP
i like the drama.. but i forgot all the scenes alrdy! ok, almost all..
it was after i search youtube that i rmbed.. hehe

shown on tv

full version

in tv

full

jeremy

so cute~ =PP

2010-06-23T23:32:00.003+08:00

DRIVING TEST ON MONDAY!!!! SIAO LIAO!! BUT I WANNA PASS!!!
TWO MORE LESSONS BEFORE TEST!! JIA YOU WOR!!!

Anna's tmr!!!!
saw her today at cdc before muah lesson.. take CRAP!!!
since when has she become soo violent?? see me alrdy beat TWO times
HOPE SHE PASSES TMR!! and then dao4 wo3 pass =PP

see this pic!! i think i'm going to be a true pink Sone alrdy..
it's crazy!!! a fan girl idolising girls instead of guys =PP

dear saxy,
i've abandoned you for quite some time.. should i continue to play with you?? or should i just leave you alone alrdy??
i love you. i feel like playing you but i dun as well. haiz..

^ ^^^^ ^^^, these three words.. i've only used it ONCE in my whole life.. and now, i'm using these once again to a saxophone ..

should i continue band-ing?? .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. :(((

어떡하죠??

2010-06-21T18:17:00.002+08:00

second time blogging!!
i'm still on cafe world!! buhahhahaha!!

and spazzing Ku Hye Sun / Goo Hye Sun!! =PP
she's really talented la~
can sing, play piano, play guitar, compose, produce and direct movie, etc. so many things!! plus she's damn white but pretty!
want to be like her?? wait nong nong =PP

her new song, Brown Hair

her movie trailer, Magic

2010-06-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

boohoo!! i am bored at home... just for today!!

driving test soon! on 28 june!! i want to drive alrdy!! but must pass first.. =DD
thus, elicia is going to have lessons every day from tmr to friday. and then monday test!

cafe world now.. since i've got nothing to do.. and chatting with jing yu! =DD

resort world on sunday??

yesterday was fathers' day! didnt give anything for daddy.. but all the cousins came!!
which is a happier thing for ye ye eh??
nai nai was quite pissed at ah ye nagging at all the people to eat.. sooo.... all cousins sit at the dining table in the kitchen to show face/eat little bit.. hahaha~~ we are gd actors and actresses neh..
making grandparents happy is the job for all grandchildren.. =DD
making parents happy is the job for all ur sons and daughters/which is their grandchildren.. buhahaha!!

2010-06-11T23:52:00.004+08:00

back!!! with my letter "P" coming out of the keyboard
went out with grac-e today (just wanna type grace like hot i call her) hehe!
iluma. spicy lunch(!) karate kid. ballet shoes. arab street(?) fried dumplings. bel came to join us. wanton mee. bugis junction. macs. mrt. home.

yup.. that sums up all. =DD

spicy lunch was SPICY! i've never eat one whole plate of spicy stuff ever! in Thai Express crazy~ the stuffs were/are funny and grace teared while eating her meal. haha! =PP

(with the letter "P" thingy coming out and capital E cannot press after holding shift it's soo hard to type!)

wad i saw in arab street.. carpets.. cloth.. and more carpets and cloth.. hahha!! =PP

and we talked for hours at macs. since is long time no see..??

tmr's going to tuition and then with kus wen and kus yi at novena. then overnight mahjong-watching at their house.. i cant play.. i think.. or maybe really really slowly..
starting to get a life in the west alrdy.. =PPP

dun you think this ad is similar to hl milk bus-stop ad??

2010-06-09T11:34:00.003+08:00

i am back again! buhahha!! that's the power of not doing anything at home.

friday night
me zhiwei and leekeat met up at 8 at chinatown..
tgt with valerie, we cab to the gayclub place... *insert Jaws soundtrack* =PP
we didnt enter! we went to Timbre instead..
they freaked out.. upon seeing so many gays~ hehe
ordered Old School(taste funny at first, but ok after that) at Timbre and talked
before that, it was the climbing of stairs. non stop vertical climbing man! 6 storeys?
coming down was slower.. =PP scared lost footing man

It was WEITING'S BIRTHDAY TOO =DDDDD HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

saturday was tuition as usual
something different was that i was late and took a bus to their place instead..
intended to go, but didnt.. paiseh eh.. some people will know the reason =DD

missed yesterday's Star Golden Bell again =(((( someone who watched tell me got who??
looked at snsd stuffs until 10 mintues past invincible youth.
and then snsd stuffs again and missed both CSIs.. haiz!
ah ye caught a black bird yesterday too! bare hands! he was with the bird, alone, in the bathroom. sprayed water at it and caught it.. dun ask me how, the door was closed =PP we stored it in a dustbin basket, covering it with a wooden washing board.. hehe! it was released this morning.. freedom~

driving later!!
going to use a car which i previously stalled 5 times.. haiz.. hope it dun stall AT ALL today!
ORDERED SNSD PHOTOBOOK!! want it so much after looking at the spoilers.. Spoilers are good! =PP

2010-06-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

biggest news from the past few days: snsd taeyeon was in singapore!
it was crazy! stalked using facebook and soshified =PP
although it will be great to see her, but hehe, girl here very lazy. got tuition and shows to watch somemore.. so nvm..
ohh yahh.. want to ask anna lim tues star golden bell show which idol =PP
Invincible Youth afterso long! =DD

today was driving =DD
was so nervous yesterday cause so long never drive alrdy.
in the end, when i drive, the instructor was happily sleeping. hahaha!!

watch Qualifications of Men on KBS WORLD, channel 115 (5pm Wednesday)
nice!!!
the comedians in the show was given a mission to give a lecture to a certain school.
actually all the missions are very meaningful and funny at the same time. recommended =DD

one of them said, i rephrase ah (STM =P), "Fill up your hot air balloon with more air and it will bring you to higher heights"
and another (i really like this one), "Life is like a rollercoaster ride. Yes, you do fall down real hard, but you are able to pick up and go really high. Although in a rollercoaster ride, there are many ups and downs, but we all have our safety belts on. So, dont be afraid, have confidence, and enjoy your own rollercoaster ride."

it's more touching on tv. GO WATCH IT =PP

drama on tv lined up =D
qualifications of men. let's go dream team. you're beautiful. 幕后大老爷. 桌球天王. 法證先鋒2. then snsd!

tmr is free day!! =DD

friday driving and gay bar (???) =PP

2010-05-31T01:40:00.002+08:00

oh my! keat keeps talking about gay bar! haha!

christabel is dating!

yoona's birthday!!!
i sooooo wanna watch family outing 2! and hello baby! and invinsible youth! and you're beautiful! havent even finished iris! best!

bored! wanna watch shows but it's too late at night!

thursday was the last day of the semester! that means bao bei yu hui has official left pcf =(( so, there i went, to help out, since T. Nur was absent. went to T. Nur's house after that to bring her things and PLAY WII!! with my primary1 and k2 best friends. played sudoku and word finder with them till 9pm =PP

aiya! notihng to write le.. life has been meaningless.

reading children storybooks. have not been using the com. keep watching the tv. the weather is so hot.

random post!

2010-05-25T20:25:00.003+08:00

i want people to update their blog so i can read them!!- maybe they think that too..

went with jing yu to take passport photos for uni application. the pic is not nice! but dun care la.
met jeanette and weiting at macs.. just coincidence. =D talked crap or maybe just uni appli thingy. and then off we went to NTUC~!! i think it's our class girls' favourite place =PP
sent jeanette and weiting off.. then me and jing yu went to manpuku to eat ice cream. hehe!! craving for it for weeks alrdy (bah?)
jing yu goes to the library every week to borrow children books.. being a gd friend, i've borrowed 2 too =PP kids..

yah! mentioned to them about gay clubs.. i'm still not sure about the people in the clubs after zhiwei told me.. it should be very interesting if i/we can get to see these kind of people in there.. although i think it would be gross??

saw jasmine HO HO HO =PP at cdc there yesterday.. cant believe she'd actually booked two sessions in a row.
and ANNA! why didnt you tell us, or maybe just me, about taking ur driving test alrdy??
as i've said, one of the instructors is a hsc senior.
more qiao.. another instructor is grace's cousin's bf. haha!! singapore really very small eh..

watching and wanting to watch lots and lots of shows!! but it's just sooooo hot!

hp is complaining! saying no battery.

i know i know. BONAMANA rocks!! super junior is also coming to singapore soon! on 6th june! "SUPR JUNIOR GALAXY SHOWCASE"
zhiwei, keat! i very gd friend hor? hahah!!

2010-05-21T22:06:00.004+08:00

here i am again.. youtube is soooo lag, soooooo.... hehe!

wad's interesting about this past weeks.. let me think =P
children children and class and cut hair! haha!!

being soooo super free on tuesday and thursday, i've got chances to go out with the pcf children..
last week was with the nursery children. we went to the "botanical garden"(which is not one) it was drizzling on that afternoon. how we wish it was either pouring heavily or no rain at all, but it's not wad we can control anywayz. the kids, haizzzz, "i dont want to wear raincoat!" "so hot!" "i dun want to wear cap" "bag! pain!" haiz.... drizzling, wad to do.. "must wear!" "aiya, nvm, take out" "wear!"
that place is so small, the things i find interesting are the banana tree, lemon grass and taking care of dear ryan =PP

class bbq at jocelyn's place was last saturday..
paiseh to the "charlie's angels" as they know i couldnt wake up to help them cook. so, hehe.. woke up at 12pm while they arranged to meet at 1045am. =PP
other than camwhore and playing with water, hehe.. wad we do?? ohh.. eat! chocolate!! jelly!! the other food like eat only 1:1:1:1:1:1:1:1..... hahha!

girls!

people who went! =D

this tuesday!!! police station and fire ~~"station"~~ museum(??) with my dear playgroups.. omomomomo!! (haha, korean version of omg)funnn!!! just got a new bao bei, name xing yu (a boy).. mischievous to other teacher but cute and guai1 to me =PP
aiya! wanna put their pics here! but how?

seen before? been there before?

wednesday went to cut hair with jing yu after driving lesson. think i spent quite a lot in just a few hours leh.. =PP shoes, socks, comb(thought i lost it, but found it after getting home) and not forgetting groceries-- ntuc is my favourite place!

today was driving once again! hehe! went to 100km/h! =PP muahhahah!!!
the instructor is hsc senior!! how qiao can it be.. fun day today~~
watch lots of shows too!! yes, you're beautiful is nice! watched on channel 825 =DD

random:

cabi mv is jjang!!! =DD

& daddy keep pestering me to go down and pick mango! humph!!

2010-05-10T22:12:00.006+08:00

wanted to but didnt blogged about anything in the past MONTH!
now then i realised one month is over.

been out of job for one week alrdy, and i miss all the people there so much. yes, i even miss the most ignorant kid, like wad one of the teachers said.
i've got auntie, gu gu-s, bao bei-s, sisters, P1 best friend, supervisor and a teddy. =DD
uhmmm... need to plan when to go back again. cause my bao bei yu hui mei mei is going to withdraw =(( she's the same surname with me anyway.

why must someone take away my bao bei-s one by one????

~~this~~ last saturday. met jingyu, aiting and jocelyn at NTUC! =P it's muah fav place. after tuition, i went to buy milky's ball. being alone tm, i ~~had to~~ had an urge to go to ntuc =P there, i'd found the three girls shopping for bbq stuffs. so qiao ehh..
also so qiao my father and i bought the same sweet and ball at different places. father and daughter indeed. =DD

sunday, yesterday, went to celebrate milky's birthday party! vegetarian steamboat! =P
and dog's cake(first time trying it! it's not as sweet as our cake but it's still nice~ ) we sang happie birthday song, in dog language too =PPP and it's/he's got lots and lots and lots of balls as present! 12 new balls and 3 new bones. wad a lucky dog.

APC APC APC. it reminded me of uni appli. sian, need to decide all over again where's the best place to go.
faster decide la girl, but most prob is nus alrdy =P hope get same class with some people i know~

kambette and take good care of urself, people! jia you!!

meanwhile, no pics =P paiseh

2010-04-03T22:13:00.002+08:00

wow! i'm going to update again.

it's gd news for today!!!

i've got an acceptance letter into ntu mathematical science! first choice! it's a new course, new building. should i? anyway, just wait for nus first.

went to message at bukit batok with cousin wen =DDD

it's weird and nice. weird because you have to wear nothing but a paper underwear and you let the person touch you everywhere except private places of course. i like the sauna the most. cousin nearly fainted after getting outside of the sauna.

dinner at square 2 the "pasta de waraku". ordered the seafood pasta with tomato base, fried toufu, mixed mushrooms with butter, potato salad pizza and minestrone soup.

the seafood from the pasta are fresh but the serving like to big for me.

fried toufu is crispy on the outside but chewy on the inside. NICE! -recommended

mixed mushrooms with butter is also NICE! cousin wen says want to try to cook at home. -recommended

potato salad pizza with egg. ever hear before? haha! it's very nice. innovative too. to put potato salad and egg on a THIN crust pizza. the crust is really really crispy. -recommended

minestrone soup. not as expected. we thought it to be vegetarian, but there are bacons inside. and the bacon smell and taste are so strong that even i dun really like it. - nope nope nope.

overall: LOTS of CHOICES! but their toufu dishes are definitely nice. researched from the net =DD

hope back doesnt hurt from the first-time message. nus, reply soon!

2010-04-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

second april, today.
reason for wanting to blog -- i broke my SHPS CHOIR 2003 tiny pot =( it has been with me for 6 years and now it's gone. haiz. took one last pic of it being broken and in to the dustbin.

today was 08S301 outing too. ok, not exactly the whole class but yah.
zhenghui, chang, karjin, colin, martin, joonkiat, timwei, samuel, jeanette, weiting, aiting, jocelyn, bel, and me went. why listing them? answer: the two person in front left before any shots(camera) were taken.
watched clash of the titans in 3D on a public holiday including booking. price, 14 bucks. nonetheless, i think i was fun. all the different god thingy and stuffs. a gd good friday movie. haha!
then, esplanade for stoning after we saw medusa's eyes.
and macs for eating and stoning. =DD

oh.. there's no tuition tmr due to some reason. nvm, can go shopping and messaging freely =DD

forgot to mention that yesterday i cut my fringe for free at pcf. my "gu gu" cut it for me. hehe! a new month with new children coming in and a new hair/fringe cut. =DD

2010-04-02T00:00:00.005+08:00

suddenly rmb i need to blog.. =PP
today is the first day of april. march has gone. and it's supposed to be my last day at work yeaterday. but... i've got an extension! one more month. cause 13 more children are coming in.

as i've said. march has passed. and there goes my two bao bei =((((((((((((
dear isaac and riley. =(((((((
riley withdrew the day before, while isaac, yesterday.

isaac was really crying before going home. he's the first nursery child i've ever carried to play with. it's really fun and happy to see him smile everytime i played with him while waiting for someone to fetch him home. see him cry, haiz! heart ache! cried with him, but i tried not to show by acting like i'm acting to cry. so before he really left, he smiled for the last time in pcf while i carried and "aeroplane-d" him. hope he do really well, make new friends and be loved by the teachers in his new school. rmb me/us as well! my cute, true-hearted bao bei!
(cant post any child's pic though. copyright--- weiting and bel ah)

riley, my mixed british-malay bao bei. everyone loves him cause he's just so cute. he knows everybody in class by the name, but often go into his own world. his thank you while receiving present from me is like so elated, i can still rmb. come back to see us when you are free. i miss you. and may you be as happy and grow up well in your new school~ =)

one more month to no more pcf =((
i think i will miss this place and most importantly all my bao beis. heart pain =(( now then i really feel the pain of leaving when isaac cried. it's so nice just to be with children as innocent and pure as them... when will adults ever be like them? people will just call you childish, i think.

2010-03-17T18:39:00.004+08:00

it has been so long since i last blog.
so, i am here blogging while working. this is a damn slack job which only requires me to take money, print, photocopy and let the people use com.

the events after CNY.

5 march 2010, collect A level results. it's ~~a bit~~ very late alrdy, but ya.
better than expected. hopefully can get into desired course. MATH!!
ate at HKcafe white sands, with karjin, zhenghui, bel, martin, weiting, aiting and jeanette. jing yu has to go for interview to be IN THE NEWSPAPER.

after 2 years!! finally one neoprint!! yeah!!! didnt scan or take picture of it, so... =DD

6 march 2010, went for scholarhip prep workshop.
the result made me not sleep comfortably. so, i woke up early in the morning to look at the paper. jing yu is inside mah. 文武双全 leh.
after that, cherie, jingyu, zhenghui, karjin, timwei, jeanette and aiting went for lunch at fortune tower. smu after that. yup, smu indeed is new, but i think the management quite suck. anyway none of the course interest me, of course didnt register for it.

12 march 2010, last day of school term! cum ah ye's operation =( cum last day of edina and yanting's attachment
there were 3 children celebrating their birthdays in school. (always fall on the day when i want to bring the camera but forgot to bring, just luck)
it's my riley's and isaac's last day in school too. both of them are withdrawing. so cute! =((
had rojak for lunch there, auntie cook. the 'last' meal. =PP yum yum
had fun nonetheless. --suddenly lazy to blog liao

ooh, went to see ah ye at the hospital. he's ok now btw. hearing wad he does before the operation is hilarious. he scolded the doctors "let me die la! i havent eaten since yesterday 5pm and you dun let me eat now. i'm hungry! i dun want to put the drip la! just let me die!" ah ye talks really loudly cause he couldnt hear himself, so everybody looked at him. so funny la. anyway, cousin is lodging an official complain straight to the CEO of that pathetic hosiptal for all the idiotic things that a hospital should not be doing. call my this family a family of complains bah.

it's not me complaining about gst at manhattan, it's in the blood

13 march 2010, nus and ntu open house.
before that day, cousin and i were discussing about which to go. since she works at ntu, being a engineer to maintain the buildings, every day, dun go also nvm la.
heard from friends who went to ntu, nus is much better, in terms of environment.
met lots of sec school friends too. hope things go well for them.

yesterday was spent at home, cdc, hospital.
home watching drama, master of study. cdc paying money. hospital pei-ing ah ye.
i missed my star golden bell and invinsible youth =(((((( have to go internet and watch alrdy.

working now at IT centre just opposite bel's working place.
tar tar! i'm watching master of study here while "working"~

blame myself for not bringing a camera on ALL these days! this is a super wordy post! 10pm, pls come quickly!!!!

2010-02-17T01:01:00.002+08:00

it's the 4th day of chinese new year and there's work in the morning! BUT i've got no voice!!!!
blame it on the ktv! sing-shout too much!!

didnt have lots of visiting but lots of staying up late at night!

14th feb 2010
Chinese New Year cum Valentine's Day cum Toh Jia Hui's Birthday!!!
that jia hui must be having lots and lots of fun and hong bao money eh.. haha!!
imagine all the children born on this day. chinese birthday on chinese new year and english birthday on valentine's day. so shiok man!
anyway, first night was gambling night for chua, lim and tan family. they(above 24) mahjong and we(all age group)blackjack. lost 7 bucks.
slept late and caught fever =((

15th feb 2010
highlight: ktv!!! 9pm to 1am
sing-shout like nobody's business. after 2+ hours ah ting and me alrdy no voice. ok la, left low range. sang lots of song!! there got korea songs too! nobody, sorry sorry, GEE!!!!!! dunno whether got Oh! not. had fun jiu gou le..
i cant even speak normally! you hear me talk confirm will chao sia like s**t

16th feb 2010
so, fever has healed and rashes came popping out!
didnt go jeanette's house =(( if not can win money eh... can 5 hours of blackjack, you all! imba!
went auntie mary house, the house of the truly smart! the really really imba twins who got TOP in Singapore for PSLE, O Level, A Level! the sister also got honors in NUS! it's like we know how to be like them but we just wouldnt do what they did.

still got the lim and tan family playing mahjong now. need to wait for ah wen to help me book driving~ =(((( maybe next time! tmr!

~~tmr~~ today's work how?!
no voice!!! help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-12T23:40:00.006+08:00

last sunday's 下一站, 幸福 havent watch yet and now another episode is coming..
also wanna watched 海派甜心 although it finished alrdy..

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!!

haven CNY alrdy sore throat! wapiang! dun need to eat GOODies alrdy.

have been cleaning up, shopping for new year clothes, treating family withh my first pay, 08S301 outings, and WORKING!!
tmr also need to clean up wor! going to be tired~ climbing the ladder is fun~ =PP

shopping for new year clothes and treating family falls on last saturday! the day colin and joon kiat go tekong~ hehe!!
all 10 members of the family came for shopping because I WAS TREATING THEM DINNER! my goodness! 400 dollars of food!!!!! that's more than half of my pay. nvm, that was worth it =DD
and nvr take any pictures =((

outings with the 301s on 10th and 12th.
eat dinner and camwhore!!!! before dinner went with jy on the 10th to shop for her new year clothes and on the 12th with jy and tim to buy tim's FIRST pair of jeans
zheng hui, colin, joon kiat, came back from tekong today. and sure they complain A LOT!!!!! haha! it's very fun hearing them complain about such things. their expressions, epic!
see the pics bah.. lazy to type liao!! hehe =PP

10th: cam-partner-1 bel!

10th: jing yu and martin

10th: group pic! me, bel, martin, weiting, aiting, jingyu,timwei

12th: group pic! martin, karjin, timwei, zhenghui, jeanette, weiting, jingyu, me

12th: camwhore! timwei, zhenghui, martin with the shine on the cap, me, jingyu, karjin

12th: no snsd looka like liao.. "karjin, because of you la" says martin

12th: that's yuri's action!

12th: jingyu with the hat!

12th: buahahah!

12th: joonkiat and colin! scary!!! hahah!

2010-01-30T00:53:00.005+08:00

29 jan 2010
lots of happenings! haha!
BTT-Basic Theory Test in the morning.. took one hour off, so dun need to cut pay. whew! and daddy fetched me to the school using wen wen's car. finished the test within 4 minutes and being a super lazy person, i checked until the 10+ question then i dun wanna check liao. and i passed!
being a newbie, i dunno wad is PDL (Provisional Driving License), i didnt even apply for it. now must go down to ubi and apply then can drive outside the school. HAIZ!! why so late then tell me?!

went back to work and surprisingly the children seems very fresh. really different from how i perceived them in the past. hope next week which is also the next month they'll be like that. anyway, today we, children and teachers, played paper aeroplanes and it's our first time playing outdoor! new experience eh. there'll be more next time.

after work daddy fetch bel and me to meet the usuals 301s at simpang bedok. sadly jing yu cannot come, she have to da shao chu =(( yup, helping family is much more impt bah.
took lots of pictures, eat lots of food.. okay, maybe not eat a lot but eat a lot of varieties. joke about. when's the next time????

camwhore partner 1-bel

camwhore partner 2 -weiting-siao man! we even talked about the angles

dedicated to martin and jing yu! martin's wearing the shirt bought by jing yu

2010-01-26T23:09:00.004+08:00

tired!
working is very tough, so is studying and even taking leave. haha!

went for basic e trial test today. wad i originally dunno becomes something that is really easy to rmb. did 6+4=10 trials and failed two. the passing was 45/50 mah.
saw jiahui, jing yu's best friend, taking the final trial. she went off so early lo. smart girl man.

job is boring as usual. kids these few days make me boil! so naughty! but cannot use the word "naughty" on them. wapiang! is naughty until wanna beat that kind. i even wanted to scold them till i make them cry. like that then shiok. if not i will explode! of course. i've learnt quite some things on how parents should or should not do. some.
patience girl patience.

there was 08S301 dinner gathering last monday. like one week ago.. now then blogged about it.
was at cafe cartel and macs. camwhore! not me, surprisingly, but martin tan! haha! walked home and made zh walk two bus stops! muahaha!

the nicest fullest one =( sadly with a thumb

this friday another meeting with them for dinner. and morning will be the actual BTT! wish me gd luck man!

and zhiwei and leekeat! when are we going to meet?? rmb to tell me hor!!

wow! i think we've changed a lot neh.. meant the face. haha!!

OH! by SNSD came out! a bit disappointing but we still havent seen the mv and live perf yet. hope it is going to be as good as GEE and INTO THE NEW WORLD~
HWAITING!! SO NYUH SHI DAE!!!

2010-01-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

failed zi pai

best group shot! =DD

hahaha!!!

2010-01-15T19:45:00.003+08:00

Have not been using the com since saturday. go home, sleep, eat, watch tv, bathe and sleep till morning. lazy to on the com and now also using bro's com which he alrdy on.
It's really really really to the power of infinity tired to take care of the kids. caught fever once because of them too. see, kids nowadays so smart to bully people, to try to manipulate people, to act and bluff the teachers. as seen and as said by the real teachers there. and they are only TWO years old. there are also children with all kinds of personality. anyway, they'll change one. =PP

It's keat's bday yesterday, 14 jan!! HAPPIE BDAY YO!!
see you tmr!!!!!!!

and martin's out of tek***. dunno whether will be able to meet him plus them not.

bel has work tmr too. ke lian. but it's fun right? i can only say the kids are cute. =DD

monday cafe cartel?? sell wad? we'll eat wad one?

thinking: how i wish the grandparents or the parents would not chong3 the kids so much so that they wont give SOOOOOOOOO much trouble to the teachers.
got one even vomitted today cause she misses her mum too much. wanna tell her mother dun stay here, go home. wad makes everything even worst is she, the kid, is an indian. indian children are pretty and surprisingly, she doesnt smell. but CANNOT COMMUNICATE!! seriously help man.

go everywhere do a lot of things also can think of the kids. trama man!

2010-01-09T16:15:00.013+08:00

08S301 chalet 10'

martin showing jk's super overdue pressie

with weiting

again

stingray!

cheez

yeah cherie

engross in "posing" =PP

jing yu and the YUMMY PRAWNS!

the bridge peeps

failed

success!

wad make karjin smile so widely?

satay men

chicken

weiting and jingyu

aiting and jocelyn

tired??

out~

group pic! everybody's smiling so widely

another one! yeah!

poker peeps with martin-see his leg?

caught in the act-bel

another satay man-samuel

tim wei at the com

zheng hui like got no "money" still smiling so happily

the noob and the pro - in mahjong

caught in the act 2 - martin

cheekian hot

bel bored

timwei - dong

chang - nan

colin - xi

cheekian - bei

bel you ignored the cam!

mahjong peeps

bel

bored

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jing yu's present from taiwan

it's marshmallow not p** and the keychain

really looks like man. but it's delicious =PP
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3rd jan at re ben chun

always the phone zh

cheez

bored-of-waiting-bel

the extremes =PP

the left peeps

the middle pers

the right peeps

this is what me and bel see while waiting for the rest

2010-01-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

work has started since 4th jan.
taking care of overly hyperactive and crying kids/babies is a super tiring job. you'll go home and sleep straight away, that's how tiring it is.

5th to 7th jan was 08S301 class chalet. bbq was on 5th and i only went on the 5th =PP. brought jing yu, cherie and wind to the chalet. food was awesome! especially the prawn. fat and juicy! mmmm
couldnt sleep until most of the people went to take a walk and sleep upstairs. although chalet = ton thr the night. but must take care of the !@#$@% kids mah! hahahaha! =PP
woke up at 6 am with the class people coming back from walk to wake me up with LOUD noises =PP and martin coming down the stairs. thank you!
and thank you martin and karjin for walking to the bus stop with me. 3 more days to ns martin! miss us! =PP

friday 8th 12am, ye ye couldnt pass urine. and cause of that he couldnt sleep and kept trying to go to the toilet. his bladder was full, seriously full and it felt hard. so, i just ask him whether he want to go to the doctor. without hestitation, he agreed. guess because he couldnt take it anymore. imagine having 650ml of urine inside ur bladder and couldnt pass it out.
went to hospital A&E to see doctor. he inserted a tube into his pen** and all the urine flowed out into a bag. and that's because ye ye is old and has one of his organs too big that it blocked the duct from the bladder to the pen**. have to thank all the nurses and doctor there. it was really a great help.
i'm glad to make ye ye laugh after he'd been so frustrated for such a long time. =DD

2010-01-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

havent been blogging for soooooooooooooo long!
anyways, it's the new year! i wonder wad's coming up..
driving! =))
work! =((
chalet! =))
shopping! =))

although i kept complaining about being bored at home, i didnt blog neh.. hahah! =PP

went out with zhiwei and leekeat to marina barrage, which is so long ago!! 10th dec 2009-- from keat's blog (keat! why you never post more glam photo of me so i can cope to put here.. hahah!)

martin's birthday celebration! tree-top walk (SO TIRING =PP) lunch at red hill, marina barrage play ball, dinner cake at bedok 85. 23th dec 2009
my legs hurt like !#@$!# even three days after the walk =PPP ya la.. weak..

=DD

chee kian came for lunch. so he came too but didnt take pic with us with jing yu inside.

packed my stuffs with daddy! spring cleaning my room man~ the walls, under the bed, etc.
FINALLY, IT'S CLEAN!!

cut hair with jing yu and shop around bought some things too =DD 30th dec 2009
she cut short hair, which is also not very short, but like OL wor. take a look at her during swimming or chalet~ new hair style for a new year.
you will see us when you meet us =PP means no pics la hahah!!

kuku-wen, kuku-yi, kuku-yang and milky came over. oh my the kuku thingy is really mafan =PP milky is the dog, a fat one. and ye ye kicked it. GOT A "NEW" CAMERA from marie tan aka kuku-wen aka chen wen aka ah wen aka wenwen. hahah! so many nicks. at least better than the old one.
ah ye "kicked" milky too.. hahaha! just like wad i did to him(milk) too =PP 1st jan 2010

went out with kuku-wen to buy her new camera! so super nice la. it's sony tx-1. nvm, when she buy new camera then that will be mine! wahahahahahhahahah!!!
can use any old camera to trade in--any brands too--100 bucks off when you trade in to buy a new camera. at any sony shop. promotion last till 31st jan 2010.
haha! like advertising for sony.
bought lots of things too. cause need to work mah.. =PP
dinner at sushi tei! de-li-cious~ dun have to pay for everything!!! yet~ at least dun have to pay for the dinner =PP hahah! i expect a discount from kuku-wen~~~~~ hope she sees this =DD
met a senior. older than me by 9 years. never know so many things about the teachers in my previous sec school. they are like so sick la, as told by the senior. njoo ah. mr toh, the guan3 school one. ng bak hong-she's not sick but all students in sec school WILL know her. haha!! 2nd jan 2010

tmr part of the class is going to swim. but i dun want. =PP should i still go? 3rd jan 2010

been watching lots of snsd and iris these days/weeks.. NICE LEH!! all because of.......... bel, martin, jk! haha! watched one litres of tears too.. it never fails to make any strong person tear up.

off to iris epi 12!!

2009-12-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

feel so empty

there is nothing to do at home

studying feels so boring-the basic theory of driving book

reading devil wears prada

still so boring

jia hui never reply me

jing yu also

so bored

repeated bored so many times

i am still bored

everybody just returned from overseas

not been using computer for days

so bored

drama shows become mundane

someone talk to me please

so bored

help!!

2009-12-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

that's walton chua fyi w oversize specs! haha!

for those who cared, thank you so much!!!
and i didnt know got people like chang soo lik will read this i-called-stupid blog..

hahah!!

really bored everyday except yesterday, went out to make spectacles and waste money. it's a once in a year thing with my father, so we dun care.. hahah!!! everybody would expect a mother to do this, but no. it's my dad. haha!

bored till 4th jan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bored now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!

i think i'm going to make everybody be angry of me..
haiz..
tactful girl tactful. twist and turn and twist again.. or just shut urself up you stupid idiot! [talking to myself] dun be angry of me.. i'm scolding myself.

it just isnt me anymore, i think.
been sick since bio paper. and been really not me since then.
pardon and forgive please.

people come and go. who can you stay with for ever? nobody dear.
just give up and carry on with life. but with no hatred please.

argh!!!
yah i'm free. nothing to do until jan.
but just feel like going out with a purpose that is not just for one action [returning the gc] that's why i've not been returning it.

too frustrated with friendship.
it comes with sadness and overcoming the sadness eh?
although there may be lots and lots of happiness but the things that you remember the deepest are usually the unhappiness and the conflicts. can you just forget it? hope so.
to me, tried and said "forget alrdy" but really, i cant forget every single one of them. everybody knows it right?
so, sorry for all the harm i've ever done to you. i've never hated anyone of you. except my mother[she's my most dislike person in my life] i was born as her child to bao chou..
but still, all this hatred with her will go to peace. it's nearly impossible to forget but it's ever so easy to forgive.

haiz, hope i can be not as easily swayed by all the emotions, people, and everything, like what my cousin says. but it's really very very hard now, not that i dun want to. need to continue to grow up and undergo more things till i can be as strong as her.
those people who shows that they are strong and happy on the outside are usually those who arent on the inside. same as the other way round. that's what i heard and felt it's true.

ever cried over friendships?
many nights. do you?

2009-12-02T02:44:00.002+08:00

looking through my past posts, it really seems that people do mature and people do change. it's a way of life.
although most of us dislike difficulties, we still have to face it and it helps us become better of ourselves.
so, let's move on and strive to become a better person! =DDD

=P actually, i dunno how to end that para.. soo.. hahah!

2009-12-01T23:57:00.009+08:00

wow!!
birthday eating craze~ confirm fat liao.. hahaha!!
ok, i didnt celebrate on my actual birthday, but i celebrated one day before it.. same as last year..

first stop..
zhiwei, jia hui, esther, and lee keat came over to muah house!
was totally not surprised! zhiwei, you've failed surprising me! just like me failing to surprise you.. haha!! we cant do surprises unless the person just woke up.. hahaha!!
how do you surprise people when you call out my name to find my house~
CHOCOLATE CAKE! HUI CHEN ON CAN DRINK! CAMWHORE OF THE MOST UNGLAM PERSON! YOONA CARD! WATCH! BUTTER CHOCOLATE "MASK"! and THE 18 LAYERS of NEWSPAPER!!!!!! hahaha!! qi si le..
THANK YOU LOADS ~~MAN~~ GIRLS! =D

then..
out of the house with cousin huiyi, cousin ah wen and daddy to take cake and ntuc..
it was a show! we met an undecisive driver, a stupid one who only knows how to argue with people and loses. and malay/indian guy. sorry, i'm racist. that guy was fighting over parking lots which he obviously couldnt get. and he even bang onto another person's car, not giving his IC no, not paying, not calling the police. only argues. haha!!
my father was the first one who scolded him, although he;s not the driver. then ah wen, then hui yi and the person who got his car bang. it's his most unlucky day ever.. who tell him got that kind of stupid attitude and a head with a peabrain.

so,after collecting everything, we WENT TO THE POLICE STATION!
for the first time in 17 years 364 days of my life! was there to lodge a report about the stupid guy. stayed until 730pm la.. dou shi na ge stupid indian/malay guy hai de.

went home to BBQ and cut cake!
who could imagine inside a HDB flat can bbq!
BANANA CAKE! VEGETARIAN AND NON-VEGETARIAN BBQ FOOD! (my tan cousins are vegetarians)
PRESENT FROM THE LIN COUSINS! SO CUTE~ and they said they BRAIN~~STORM~~RAIN!! hahah!!!

E ssence of chicken (stay smart)
L ongan (stay cute)
I ce cream cone (stay sharp)
C hocolate (stay sweet)
I cicle pop (stay cool)
A pple (stay healthy)

THANK YOU WORH you witty, smart cousins!!! GAM SAM HA BI DA!!!=DDDD

AND THANK YOU ALL WHO WISHED ME! =DD i know who you are.. unless you want me to name~

have a safe trip in japan, keat! and KL, jianyang! =DD

2009-11-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

happie birthday to me!!!

take a look out of the pictures!! i'm waiting for them actually! haha!!

2009-11-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

not going to buy camera alrdy..
IT fair have got nothing of wad i want, as said by dearest daddy..

now.. should i go back to learn piano?? but i've got no more interest in everything about music.. no more confidence in playing music as i can never be as good.. it's hard to be wad i want to be..
no interest in life

after 'A's
dun wanna play.
dun wanna shop.
dun wanna study.
dun wanna learn.
dun wanna surf.

argh! but there's something i feel like doing but not many people can accept.
learn the teachings of buddhism(buddhism to me isnt a religion). it's what i've wanted to do this year ever since i stopped nearly everything that seem meaningless.
if i die in 2012, i dun think that what we learn in school, like chemistry, english and every other subjects is of great use in my next life, if i've got one. but i wish i would not have a next life. i do not want to suffer the fate of life and death and all the disheartening happenings in life.

emo post again.. paiseh!!

anyways!! birthday celebration with those coming to muah house!! cousins and friends! =DDD

2009-11-26T20:32:00.003+08:00

因为我的一句话伤害了我一个好友,自己也不好受
在冲凉时,我就问自己,自己本来是这样的吗?
以前自己都不太重视友情,现在又那么的在意,人心一直都在变
似乎已经忘了我这18年来到底做了什么.差不多都忘得一干二净.
我做过的事有什么意义?
生活真的需要那么奢华吗?
又有何人会记得你所做过的事?
haiz!!

so sorry friend!

2009-11-25T17:17:00.003+08:00

wow!
within less than 24 hours, i've finished watching 下一站, 幸福 until episode eight.
cool man! but now have to wait cause taiwan havent showed.
so now, BIO! haha!!

in THREE days time!~ haha!! cant wait for a camera!!
i want neoprints!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no present nvm.. neoprint can liao.. hahah!!!

anyway! JIA YOU!!!! for those doing projects and still having lessons and of course the A lvl people!!!

ohh sooooooooooo pretty!!

2009-11-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

TIRED!
FULL!
SATISFIED!
FREE!
tired~

ONE more paper left! which is bio paper1 gonna score really well for this man.
anyway. school today was brain drain and full!!
lunch at west plaza after bio
after chem mcq was 2012 at e!hub. wow!! the best movie i ever watched man! better than SAW and DRAG ME TO HELL! there are many things to learn from, mainly humanity. and i feel that the actors and actresses are super heng to survive. i was laughing at the wrong place according to weiting. tell you where.. the place where gorge was flying the plane and need to pass through all the collapsing building. wrong place meh?

dinner at white sands! porridge and really full!
21 home. FULL!!
haha!!

all because of snsd, i'm crazy!

2009-11-13T18:53:00.003+08:00

6 more left!

maths paper 2 finished at 11am today and i only reach home at 530.. and i lost the chem paper that jeanette just gave a few hours before.. what a loser man.. haiz..

superdog with part of the class, although i didnt eat. =) snsd is cool~
and then the long awaited cup walker! love it man, although i gave walton chua half of it..
mac's fresh and hot apple pie and walking under the cold cold rain =DDD

my chem is inside the toilet suffering! and i have to suffer with it, cause i think i'm going to photocopy a new one.. =(( what a waste of money..

ARGH!!! how stupid!!!!!!! whole head is filled with stupidness now..

JIA YOU!!!!